Be a gentleman

Aq sntiase trprangkap dgn diri aq sndiri. I dont know why but itu la yg slalu brlaku kt diri aq. Hdup niy byk cbaran and dugaan lg2 klu nk wt something tp kita rse ragu2 nk wt. This is not first time aq hdapi prkare cm niy and aq msih xtau cmne hdapi msalah cm niy.

Skali lg msalah niy trjadi kt diri aq bila aq trnmpk seorg gadis niy bila kita pndang dye, dye bleh mmbuatkn seseorg itu tenang bila tgk wajah dye. Why im saying like that coz dye ad lah pompuan yg pling cntik skali yg prnah aq jmpe in my life. Dye mmg special for me coz sjak kli prtama aq tgk dye aq tros syok kt dye. Aq trpikat dgn kcntikn wajah dye and tingkah laku dye yg bleh dktekn very perfect for a human being. Stiap kli aq trsrempak dgn dye aq msty tgk mke dye coz stiap kli aq pndang mke dye aq rse cm aq la owg pling hapy skali kt dunia niy and fikirn aq jd lpang. Im not looking her face right in front her, itu giler nme nyer tgk dpan2 cm nk mkn owg plak. Tp ble aq pndang dye by the same time dye pn pndang aq gak, aq cpat2 tgk ke arah lain umpama aq trpndang dye...

Dye ad lah gadis prtama yg aq jmpe yg mmpunyai ciri2 wanita idaman aq. Mke dye yang putih cntik and cute, brcrmin mata and tingkah laku dye mmg sopn gler. 

Aq nk sgt brknaln dgn dye face 2 face tp aq x brani..aq sndiri pn xtau naper aq x brani pdhal aq just nk brknaln dgn dye jer. Saat2 yg bleh dktekn hapy jgk coz aq dpt add ms and fb dye and dye app aq. So aq pn brknaln dgn dye dlm dunia siber and aq brpluang brchatting dgn dye lg2 dlm fb...even just in cyber world but aq hapy dpt brchatting dgn dye. By the same time aq ingt aq akn dpt brbual dgn dye face 2 face lpas tu ble da rncak sgt brchatting kt fb. Aq klu bleh nk brknaln dgn dye dgn lbih rpat lg, so aq plan nk tgur dye kt skola. Aq ad byk pluang nk tgur dye stiap kli aq trsrempak dgn dye tp syg aq x brpluang nk tgur dye ats sbb2 trtentu tp aq ad stu pluang yg agk bsar and aq bleh diktekn owg pling bdoh skali dlm dunia niy klu aq miss pluang tu. Time tu dye jln sorng2 and bleh dktekn dye jln dpan aq lbih kurng dlm jarak 10 meter tp aq rse ble aq tgur dye msty dgr. Aq pn tgur dye "smbong nyer bdk tu", tp nsib aq mmg mlang ibart syarikt aq yg da mju gler tbe2 bankrup...dye wt xtau plak aduhh fed up btol aq. 


Tp bkn slah dye coz time tu tgh kcoh skit, riuh gler cm kt pasar bhai. Then aq tnyer dye kt ms nper org tgur dye x dgr...and then dye jwb sbb dye x dgr, bgitu lah citer nyer. Tp mmg btol bkn slah dye pn sbnrnyer. After that keadaan da jd normal and aq dgn dye hanya sling pndang memndang jer, itu jer yg aq dgn dye bley wt mse skrg niy. Stu ari nnt klu aq dpt brbual dgn dye, aq nk ckp kt dye yg aq ske kt dye. Tp mmg mustahil dlm mse yg singkt niy coz thun niy ad lah thun trakhir dye brada di meru, slangor. Mmg mnyedihkn coz dye da nk pndah tp niy sume disbb kn kbodohn aq jgk coz aq xde kyakinn and kberanian nk brknaln dgn dye face 2 face. Im the coward and stupid man in this  world argggghhhhhh!!!!!


So kpd spe2 bdk llaki yg da bce blog niy jgn jd mcm aq...please jgn jd pngecut coz kite ad la kaum llaki and kene tnjukkn sifat llaki sejati yg sbnrnyer. Be a gentleman guys...that's all from me...